There is a passage that has baffled me a bit and bothered me a lot lately.

After the resurrection and before Jesus ascended into heaven, he met with his disciples in the upper room. That meeting is described for us in John 20. John wrote in verses 19b-23 these words, “Jesus came and stood among them and said to them, ‘Peace be with you.’ When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples were glad when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, ‘Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, even so I am sending you.’ And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you withhold forgiveness from any, it is withheld.'”

Ok, so Jesus showed himself. He gave them a mission. And He gave them the Holy Spirit to carry out that mission! This fits as a support, or maybe a prelude to the Great Commission of Matthew 28:18-20, the commissioning in Acts 1:8 and the Day of Pentecost in Acts 2. That fits. We are to reach people with the person and message of Christ.

Now, look again at that last verse, “If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you withhold forgiveness from any, it is withheld.” The commentators certainly disagree. If you’re a Roman Catholic theologian, you might say this verse supports the power of the clergy to absolve people of their sins. But I wonder, if the Spirit belongs to every believer and the if the commission beings sent is for every believer, why wouldn’t this opportunity to forgive? If you’re a Protestant, you might say, “only Christ forgives sins” and so this is more a command to offer the message of forgiveness, through Christ, to others. And if we withhold the message, we are in effect, withholding forgiveness. This is probably where I would land on the meaning of the text. After all, we would assume, if we had power to forgive sins, the Apostles would have mad that clear in all their later teaching.

Okay, that’s the baffling part! The passage is not easy to understand and apply. Now for the part that disturbed me a bit. I was reading this a few weeks back and it forced me to ask a question that I didn’t like at all. Because when I answered the question honestly, I didn’t like my answer.

The disturbing question was: “If I had the power to forgive others of their sin, would I?” If I could forgive someone and lessen their eternal punishment, would I?” What if they were really bad? What if they were evil? What if they were destroyers? What if they ran drugs? What if they are sexually immoral? What if they are pushing values that go against what I believe is right an true? What if they didn’t deserve it? What if they never confessed? What if they hurt someone I loved? What if they cheated or lied and it cost me, or cost all of us?

The truth is, there are times I rejoice, if only a little bit, that at some point someone is going to get their due. Yet, as Jesus hung on the cross, he said, “Father, forgive them.” And I believe that sin was taken off their account. Do I share that same heart? I think I must!  

Jesus said, if I am not a “forigiver,” I can’t be forgiven.

I don’t fully know how the economy of sin and forgiveness works. But I believe, if I am going to reach others, if I’m going to live as a sent one, I need to lead with the message of forgiveness, the heart of forgiveness and the actions of forgiveness. I need to passionately long for people’s sins to be redeemed in the love and sacrifice of Jesus, so they can be freed from the burden that rests on them. And I’ afraid it probably applies to the stranger and to the former friend.


How do you do with the question above? If you would forgive quickly, what if they did it again?